Breaking News, This just in! Layla Rolled Over!

Layla not being quite 2 months yet, rolled over for the first time today. Yeah! She did it as a special treat for her Auntie La Sha! But I wanted to make sure all of ya'll got to see it too. So here's a vidieo, Enjoy!

School-Girl

Yes..I am! I have been accepted to Concorde Career Institute!! = D! I am going for Medical Assisting! Oh yea baby!! Things are gonna get better for me and Layla! It must be meant to be because I got a 4,000 dollar grant and about 2-3 loans for over 3000 dollars!! So..my end balance to pay the school is...NOTHING, ZIP, NADA, 0! Its unbelievable! Im supposed to start Monday but...I forgot to tell the admissions rep. that im gonna be gone from the 20-28. So im gonna see if there is a later date to start! I am going to graduate in 8/09! I cant believe it! Its night classes from 6-10 p so that will be good. And my WONDERFUL mommy said she will watch Layla while im at school. Good thing about that is Mom will only have to feed her at 7 and then Layla will probably go to sleep around 8:30 or 9. Also...starting December 31 I am getting a job...not that good of a job...I think LaSha figured up 2.50 an hour? BUT...Thats an extra 500 a month! I am going to be babysitting 3 year old twin girls! I just got ALLLL my bills in and they are close to 2500!! So I really gotta start paying those off! Plus..I want to make atleast a monthly payment of (MAYBE) 160 to start paying off my loans for school (WHOA THAT SOUNDS SO RESPONSIBLE!) I realized that I cant wait on gami no more! His dad and brothers will pay for his school and he still wont go! STUPID right? So I realized if I am going to be a good mother to Layla and give her what she needs (without having to ask Mom or Gami's dad) its time for me to go back to school! I cant sit around and be dependent on other people. She is my daughter and its my responsibility. Yes...Im probably gonna be EXHAUSTED! Im gonna be watching twin girls and Layla all day PLUS homework...going to school 6-10p, and then waking up around 1 or 2 to feed Layla...then back up around 7!! Its gonna be a challenge...but a challenge I am willing to face for Layla. She is my motivation WITHOUT A DOUBT! God will see me through to the end! When I walk across that stage and get my MEdical Assisting diploma I will be a new person and Layla will have an even better life than she already does!

Quite a while!

It sure has been!! Layla is doing good. She is almost 7 weeks old! Holy cow...my baby is growing up so fast!! She smiles AAAALLLL the time! and ofcourse does her little baby talk...sooper dooper smoocher cute! She went to her Thyroid specialist. She weighs 8 pounds 6 ounces and is 20.8 inches long. Her dr. said her hormone level came up to a little above normal so he has to fix her dosage and bring it down a little. She has to go Friday to get an ultrasound on her thyroid to see if her thyroid 1) never developed or 2) very UNDER-developed.

But..she has to take medicine for the rest of her life

BUT she is a healthy little girl!!

Layla's First Santa Picture

(...ok its not REALLY her first but were gonna say it is.) Her ACTUAL first one was at wal-mart but...it was a teenage santa..and that dont make sense! Anyway here is her BEAUTIFUL santa picture!

What a dad

How can he possibly walk in my house and NOT go kiss or even look at his daughter?

What a DAD!!

How can he be so selfish and WILL not for his daughter get a better job?

What a DAD!!

How can he sit there and let his dad give Layla diapers and give me money and him still feel like a man?

What a DAD!!

How can he sit there and be so sick like he is and not go to the dr. so he can be healthy for his daughter?

What a DAD!!

Jeez...he pisses me off BAD!